void
that's what i feel now - emptiness.
yes, i miss kk. though this year i din even go back but i still miss kk.
the wonderful cousinz, the awesome lamb, the sweet oranges, the fun mahjong/ taiti, the superb food, the wonderful cousinz, the sparkling 7up, the smiley relatives, the COOL lion dance, the wonderful cousinz, ... i guess while all these are still more or less present in singapore, it's the mere presence of the wonderful cousins there that make all the difference.
and yes, i have procrastinated much and it's kinda time to start on homework.
especially that irritating chinese compo. it's like a lot of inertia to overcome before i can just write something down on the damned paper. but still my mind is blank. void. empty.
it feels kinda strange to feel nothing, even while watching the cny celebration on tv. like normally, ill get goosebumps while listening to some of the ge tai singing. but not this time.
i guess admist all that has happened and is happening, it's time to move on in life.Grief will not last, joy will return,
For through the tears I clearly see
That while we part but for a time,
with Christ we'll spend eternity.
- D. De Haan
yeah, time to move on.
and time to stop staring,
AND START WRITING.
i shall start with my name.
[Cherish what you treasure most.]
